Saturday, February 11, 2012

I Love You

Those 3 words...
Mean the world to me.
Every time you say them, I get chills.
Every time you call me "baby" or tell me how much you miss me... I get butterflies...
Sometimes when you kiss me, it's almost impossible for me to pull away from you.
Sometimes it hurts when you stop hugging me.
Sometimes you're all I think about, and when I realize you're not actually with me, my heart shatters.
I love you with everything in me.
Being around you makes me feel at peace, even when I'm Depressed.
Feeling your presence brings me a sense of calmness... Even when things go to chaos.
You're everything to me.
I've only loved one other person apart from you. That was Steven Seekell. The guy who gave me my first kiss.
But he doesn't even come CLOSE to comparing with you.
You make me so happy.
Despite our fights and arguments, you mean so much to me.
We've already made it through so much together.
I know we can make it through more.
You make me feel special.
You make me feel important.
You make me feel beautiful.
(All of which, are really hard to do, so that's an accomplishment.)

And to be honest, sometimes I get thoughts that scare me... Those thoughts are about my love for you and how strong it is.
It scares me how much I feel for you.
And to be even MORE honest, sometimes I get thoughts of wanting to make love with you....
I'm only 15, barely 16. I NEVER thought I would love anybody enough to make me feel like you do.

You're my world.
Nobody truly understands how much I love you and care for you.
All I want out of this relationship, is for us to be happy together.
TRULY happy.
Baby...
I don't know how else to say it.
I love you.

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