Why am I SO stressed out over every little thing? This is driving me crazy! Ugh. I wish my fucking mom wasn’t drug testing me! I have never needed to smoke so bad in my life. I think that is a big contributor to my recent attitude change, too. Not being able to get high.. Since I stopped smoking, my pupils were huge for the first two weeks of not having weed, my mood changes so dramatically so quickly, and my hormones are being ridiculously confusing. Ugh. I NEED TO SMOKE.