After weeks and weeks of turmoil and sadness, I found myself again.
I finally smoked, so my withdrawal disappeared, and I'm spending more time with friends.
I made up with Ryan, and everything is going well again.
Spending this much time with my friends is so helpful to my emotions.
I've finally come to realize that, shit sucks, and life goes to complete chaos sometimes, and it will drag me into the hell I have gotten so familiar with... But it doesn't matter because in the end, everything finds a way to work out.
Jake's right.
Everything is temporary. Nothing is permanent, so nothing will last forever.
I am so glad things are going back to normal now.
I'm happy. <3
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