For once, I have something in my brain I will not tell anybody. Not Ryan, not Mackenzie, not Sarah, not even Support Group. This is new to me.. But my gut is telling me to keep quiet about it. So that’s what I will do... I am just worried of what will happen to me in the long run if I stay silent.. I guess we’ll see how the day goes tomorrow and move from there. Right when I thought things were gonna be better, too.. Now I have to pretend...