At Least I Have Ryan.

I'm glad I have Ryan no matter what...
It's like no matter WHAT I do, he always loves me anyway.
I've been way happier recently than I have been in a long time. He helps keep it that way.
No matter what's going on with my friends and me, I know I'll have Ryan.

I'm truly in love with him.
And he's truly in love with me.

Here's a little bit of honesty:
I got really drunk last night.
I got high too, so I was crossfaded.
Against my better judgement, I asked Ryan to come over.
He kept denying me, but eventually I guess I persuaded him. He came over.
No, we did not have sex, for my friends out there who will question me.
But, come on, we're dating. Of course we were gonna be together.
Nothing happened that I wouldn't approve of when I'm sober, though.

And I'm honestly glad that he came over. Becase I think it only made us closer.
I don't know if Ryan can feel it as much as I can, or if he can at all, but I can feel our relationship getting stronger.
I've been feeling it since I started being happy again.

I don't know what happened, but I'm glad it did. Because my life is turning around. And I know that no matter what happens, I will always have Ryan, plus some really good OTHER friends. I know that I'll be fine. Ryan's really all I need to skate by in life. <3