Every day recently, I've been sleeping a lot. I've been realllllllllly tired, and I'm not sure why.
My mind's been full of day dreams and fantasies... Most including my boyfriend.
Last weekend, I was so occupied with him. Most of my time was revolving around me texting him, or thinking about him.
I like sleeping.
I like sleeping because he shows up in my dreams quite frequently. I tend to get sad at night because he isn't around... But once I fall asleep, there he is!
At night, all I want is him.
I want him to be here with me.
I want to FEEL him here.
I want to feel his arms wrapped around me, with my face buried in his chest, where I can hear his heartbeat as we fall asleep together.
But instead, I lay in bed alone, curled up in blankets, missing him and wishing he was with me.
I love Ryan.
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