My World Has Changed Drastically... I've Never Been Happier

I don't think I can say anything that would amount to the way my boyfriend makes me feel.

I don't give two shits about what anyone else thinks about Ryan and me.
I love him. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone.

Some of the best feelings ever are when the person you love most in this world tell you that they love you. When they say they will NEVER leave you and, the most recent one that has made me shed hundreds of tears today, is him saying he wants to marry me.

I've decided 21... Yep. After I turn 21, we can get married. It's all about when Ryan chooses to propose...
Listen, I understand I'm almost 16 and that's still young as fuck.
But if any of you guys understood how Ryan and I are together, you would not judge us.
You'd probably be like Sarah and encourage, and support it.

If half of you guys knew what happened today.... You'd understand my squealing/crying fits.

Ryan... I can't say anything...
Except

I. Absolutely. LOVE YOU.