It's been a day and a half.
Ryan makes me so happy. But when he's gone, I get so sad.
I'm in a super cuddly-sleep together mood.
And he's not hereee, because he's out of the country on vacation.
Can I please just have my boyfriend?
I want to give him all the happiness he deserves.
I want to cuddle up with him, and just talk about whatever.
I want him to tickle me because I know he's doing it to make me smile.
I want him to hold me close to him and tell me he loves me.
I want to listen to his heart beat and be surrounded by his presence.. Meaning his body, his love, his smell.. Everything about him.
So here I am... Once again, curled up in his shirt, wearing the necklace he gave me, re-reading the notes he wrote me, old texts, old messages... Remembering what we've been through to get to where we're at.
It's a journey I'm prepared to continue through, successfully and happily.
Ryan said if we can keep our love alive, we can be the happiest couple alive.
And I know he's right. <3
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