For some reason, I'm actually scared of something right now.
I have NO idea what it is, like I said in my last post.
But I have a bad feeling.
And I HATE it. Feeling vulnerable is one of the worst feelings ever, to me.
I'm use to feeling strong. But when I get like this, I feel like ANYTHING can get to me.
I hate that my mom wouldn't let Ryan come over today... He could calm me down.
He's good at protecting me and making me feel safe.
It's just SO frustrating that I don't understand why I feel safe right now, in my own house? What the hell is going on with me?
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