That's an understatement. I'm pissed. I'm FURIOUS.
Seriously, I am crying because I'm so fucking mad.
- I was in an awesome mood and I find out that the sport I hate with all my heart got my boyfriend hurt. It just makes me hate it that much more.
- Ryan stopped responding so I have no idea what even happened.
- He's RIGHT. EVERYONE and EVERYTHING is keeping us apart. FUCK. I'm so tired of it. I'm done with this shit. I'm tired of things getting in the way. NOBODY understands what Ryan means to me, and frankly, it seems like the world is against us. We get NO time together. And it's gone from making me sad to pissing me off.
- I'm so fucking emotional. Letting him go to class today was so hard. For some reason I felt like if I let go of him, he wouldn't fucking come back. I almost started crying right there, but I held it back so he wouldn't see it. And Wyatt talked to him, and all of a sudden I got SO protective. I wrapped my arms around him and clung myself to him so he wouldn't leave... As if Wyatt has power over us.
- Ryan's leaving for break so I can't be with him at all.
SO much is going on. I'm so pissed.
I'm bawling my eyes out right now. I'm frustrated, Depressed, and feeling sick to my stomach.
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