In Radio, I started out thinking you were an awesome kid.
Then Chase got in the way and blinded my view about you, because I had no idea how much your friends influenced you..
I hated you for a while, when I really shouldn't have. And I still feel terrible about it.
Once we started talking on Facebook and I apologized about treating you badly, you responded with something I never expected...
You told me you look up to me. Because you've seen how I am sometimes... When my Depression hits, or when people treat me horribly at school. You've witnessed how bad things can get...
And you look up to me. It was flattering, honestly...
And then we kept talking and as we got to know each other, we realized how much we have in common. It's really weird, but at the same time, it's nice because we have the perfect advice for each other.
I'm glad that you trust me enough to open up to me. And that I know I can trust you as well.
It's nice that we went from being complete opposites, to being friends. Even if we don't talk at school unless we pass in the halls and say a quick hey or something.
I messaged you tonight because I thought we could catch up on stuff, and you told me that Savannah broke up with you 2 weeks ago. I instantly understood how much pain you were in, because if Ryan left me, I know how I would feel...
So we talked for like an hour or so. I gave you all the advice I could, and by the end of the conversation, you were feeling better and it made me really happy to know that I did that. That I cheered someone up and you were thinking much more positively about everything. I'm also glad that Chase and John are being supportive now. Even with all the harassment and torment Chase has put me through, if he is a good friend to you, then I can't help but have SOME respect for the guy.
You're a good person, Eli. I really do hope things work out.(: And I'm glad I could help.
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