Saturday, January 28, 2012

Bad Dreams

I had a terrible dream last night. I woke up this morning at 6:58, crying and sweating horribly..
We had just watched The Last House On The Left before Buzzy, Lara and Donny left my house.
I went to sleep directly after they walked out of my house.
I went to bed, turned off the lights, looked at my glow in the dark stars, and passed out while in the middle of texting people.

Watching movies like that at night is always a bad idea, and yet I continue to do it. We watched it high, too. So it was even MORE scary.

Anyways, I fell asleep...
And my dream was relevant to that movie...
Now you can understand.. If you've seen the movie, anyway...

I don't want to explain it, because I really want to shove it out of my memory...
Hense why I've been baked off my ass all day.
I was forcing a wake and bake on Buzzy and Lara and we didn't actually smoke until like 1pm...
After waking up at around 7... Thanks guys. Way to be late.

Ugh... It was so realistic... I could feel pain in my dream...

Except it was a little different because the dream had people I knew in it, playing roles from the movie, and my role kept changing...
It was one of the worst dreams I have ever had...
I woke up, and saw how messed up my bedding was. It looked like I had been thrashing around all night... I probably had been.
My body was drenched in sweat and tears, so I took a shower and waited.

These bad dreams, dude....
They get progressively worse and worse... It was like that one I had in 8th grade... I remember it PERFECTLY.
Other than the fact the dream was completely different. I just mean it was horrible enough to be embedded in my brain. Basically, I got shot in the dream and died. I woke up not being able to breathe, and feeling similar pain in my chest where I got shot in the dream.

Anyway, I hate bad dreams. I hate feeling so scared when I wake up... I wanted to text Ryan... Since he was a part in the dream, but I didn't want to wake him up.
I wanted to text everyone that was in my dream and make sure it really was fake...

Ugh. Glad it's over.

3 comments:

  1. Awe I am soo sorry that happened to you D: aslong as its a dream its not real. Also you could get dream catchers, I did after my episodes. everynight I'd have a dream where I would be in a car and I would be in a lake in that car. it was so real I would keep dreeaming till I fully drowned then I would wake to a horrible sweat and screaming. my mom got me two dream catchers to put on each of my windows,ever since then....no nightmares.

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  2. I already have 2.
    They USE to work....

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  3. oh....hm then try thinking happy thoughts when you go to bed....

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