This Mood Comes And Goes

Have you ever been in the mood where nothing makes sense?
It's like nothing really MATTERS.
Like everything is light-weight. Free.
You have serious thoughts, but nothing that really concerns you too much.
It's a mood where I'm happy, but I'm not at the same time.
It's like I'm in a care-free, but stoic mood.
I don't know what to do or think. I'm just kinda BEING right now.
Nothing extremely important is happening. I'm just living and wasting time.
Just waiting for something to happen... That's what it mainly is.
I'm waiting for something worth while to happen. Something that makes a difference. Instead of sitting around, expecting nothing out of your days..
Hmm.
I know if I were talking to Ryan he would think I'm feeling Depressed. These thoughts tend to happen when we are, but I'm not right now. I'm just... I don't know. Not content, but not upset.
I'm just here. Existing.