Anger and Violence

I hate when I get like this.
Sometimes I get too angry at people.
I get too frustrated with the world and my life.
That's when I get in a fighting mood and want to kill everyone I see. Except my friends and Ryan, of course.
I do have a violent nature. If people piss me off, I hate holding back my fists.
But I do. Because it's what's best.
I need to not be so violent. So instead, I punch doors, walls, and sometimes cut myself.
Sometimes it helps calm me down to burn shit with my lighter. I'm such a pyro.
It helps to sooth my anger.
Eh. Whatever.
That usually doesn't last for too long.
I have music to let out my anger for me.