It Rained. Got My Hopes Up. They Got Crushed.

The awkward moment when your ex and your boyfriend's ex are best friends....
That has nothing to do with this post, I just thought I'd point it out.


Anyway... I was walking around town, because I was gonna go draw and work on my photography, when it down poured.
I was in the best mood ever, listening to "YoungBlood" by The Naked and Famous, which I listen to when I'm in really intense moods. And I was singing, I had a huge smile on my face, and it rained. You'd think I'd get upset, right?
Nope! I just got even happier! I couldn't stop smiling, I was laughing and having a great time walking through town.

Then it hit me.
IT WAS RAINING.
I have never kissed in the rain before!!
So I headed home, and texted Ryan about 6 times.
No answer.

Kept walking with high hopes that maybe he just KNEW and was waiting for me at my house or I'd see him or something.
I ran into Ray, and we talked for a little bit, but he was drunk off his ass, so I said I'd catch him later.
I got home, and nope... Ryan was nowhere to be found. So, I called him since he hadn't responded to my texts.
No answer...
I left a voicemail. But the rain had died down and I was drenched from head to toe.
So, I went inside, and my good mood disappeared.
Now I'm playing Mario Kart by myself in hopes that somehow, it'll return...

Maybe Ryan will actually respond to me... Probably not...
Maybe he'll come see me. Doubt it.
But hey, you never know.