I mean this post in complete sincerity, so I hope you take it seriously, because I will be sending it to you to read.
You guys have seriously become my closest friends in Sisters.
I love you guys so much, I don't think you understand.
Sarah is always too busy to have much time for me anymore.
Mackenzie is too occupied with other people and gets irritated with me easily.
So I'm trying to back off.
But you guys never get sick of me. At least, I don't think you do.
And to tell the truth, it makes me really happy to know you guys want to be around me and want to see me.
Any time I was late to school and Brogin would come up to me and hug me or say he was so glad I was there, it made my day, because I know I actually matter to you.
Compared to our other friends, it seems like they don't like me as much as you guys do... Or they could care less if I was around or not.
But you guys are always there. I see you guys most every day. I have my last 4 classes with Brogin, all but choir first period.
And even though I only have 4th period with Ken, I still see you a lot throughout the day.
It's hard to be so open about how much you guys mean to me... I can be much more open with other people, but with you guys, I feel like it's almost un-needed.
Like, you guys just make me feel like I'm worth something and I belong here when other people make me feel like I'm just shit and I could leave and nobody would even care, let alone notice.
So thank you... You both are probably 2 of the most genuine people I've ever met, even if we are all absolutely crazy sometimes. We all have weird conversations and minds. But that's one of the things I love about you guys. We can all be our weird selves together and have fun and laugh. With everyone else, I feel like we get judged. Even by some of our close friends...
Like I said, it's hard to explain to you guys what you mean to me... But here's the basics.
You guys make me happy. You make me feel like I'm actually important and you're both always here for me, even when I'm depressed or if I'm being a bitch. You guys make me laugh and bring me out of it. Sometimes without even being aware of it.
Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for helping to make my life worth living.
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