Saturday, August 11, 2012

My First Night Without Ryan

Went TERRIBLY.
I went to Sarah's work with tears in my eyes from crying all day.
I sat there for about 45 minutes, and cried there while telling her Ryan's and my last conversation before he left.

After that, we went to her house.
I spent the night there, but even she had problems keeping me happy. I broke down in her kitchen (again) and started crying.
Cried while watching Tarzan.
Cried while watching the Notebook.
Cried when I woke up because I had another bad dream that he left me.

I woke up clutching his shirt in my hand and shaking with tears in my eyes.

Awesome.

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