As much as I know I shouldn't... I miss them. ALMOST all of them..
Things changed this summer.
And half my friends dropped me in the blink of an eye. As did I with them.
I miss how things were last year. We all had each other.
But the truth is, I never had any of them. Except Mackenzie, Brogin, and Ken.
Even Mackenzie's and my relationship has been altered so much... I know she can feel it. And I can too.
Her sister hates me now because of what Ashlee did.
And fuck... I can't really hang out with Mackenzie anymore.
Brogin and Ken have been busy...
We haven't hung out much... I wonder if that will change..
Ashlee will be happy to hear that, I guess... Closer to giving her what she wanted in the first place...
Lately, I've been sticking with Ryan and his group of friends who have become my family.
Kristina and Garrett, Katie, Isaiah, Drew, hell, even Luke, and I barely know the guy.
Besides Luke, we've all become such a tight-knit group... And I love it. They actually care about me and treat me like I matter. They actually ENJOY being around me and spending time with me.
My old friends never made any effort to hang out with me.
They did their own things and never invited me because the truth was, they all disliked me. And still do.
It's nice to have my new found family in my life... Even if they are all going to college soon...
Ryan leaves tomorrow night.
For Cali.
Drew (I think) and Garrett leave soon, too.
I'll only really have Isaiah left. Since Katie and Kristina and I don't hang out on our own time.
So, for the most part, until mid September, it's just me and Isaiah.
And after that, they're all gone...
And it's just me.
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