Something About Last Night... ♥

When Ryan and I were in the car...
After all the emotional crying and stuff...

It was the most passionate experience I've ever had in my life.

I will never forget last night.
Every word, every movement, ever kiss..
It's all embedded in my brain forever.
Something about last night made everything perfect. Everything aligned and nothing went wrong.
Even when Mackenzie was pissed at me. I knew it, but it didn't bother me because I knew it'd be okay.
Ryan and I were together, he was holding me, and I could see the stars... Everything was perfect... I've never felt anything like last night. I was happier than ever.
I felt beautiful. I felt the way I know God wants me to feel every day.
I felt as if NOTHING could go wrong... As if, coincidentally, I was Invincible...
But I know that that's Ryan.. Not me.(:

Something in my heart was totally at peace... I was at complete peace with the world.
Everything made sense. And no matter what, I was okay.
I was happy.

We had our emotional discussion, and then Ryan was holding on to me as if he thought I would fade away and he'd be alone.
It was adorable.. He tightened his grip around me and would keep kissing me. <3

We were both exhausted by the conversation, that everything was 100 times better than ever.
We were close. And after some passionate making out, we were both breathing heavily.
Our breathing was opposite.. Every time he breathed in, I breathed out, and vice versa.
His breath was comforting...
Everything about him being in my presence was comforting.

Everything he did was just extravagant to me. Like, I was so hypnotized with love. I couldn't help but get emotional. I took a lot for me to not cry... Especially when he complimented my eyes...
I almost cried. I won't lie. My eyes got a little blurry, but I stopped it.
It was a beautiful night... And seeing my boyfriend look into my eyes and tells me he loves me.. It was the most amazing thing I've ever experienced.
We kept kissing each other, but not like a normal kiss. They were so gentle... SO much more loving than usual...
It was amazing... I just can't stop smiling.
Thinking about last night makes me want to re-live it over and over and over.
It was the perfect night...

We got EVERYTHING out...
And we proved our love to each other in more than one way.
It was just, incredible.
I love you, Ryan...

I know we belong together...And that's why you don't have to be scared, baby.
I will never leave you.
You have nothing to worry about. You're Invincible. <3
Thank you for everything you did last night. Because you made me happier than ever. <3