Seeing Him Cry

It did a lot of different things to me.

First of all, it made me SO sad. I felt HORRIBLE that it was happening. I wanted to help him, but all I could do was tell him everything was okay and that I love him.
It also made me forgive him INSTANTLY. When he first walked in, his eyes were red, so I knew he had been crying... I still didn't forgive him completely though.. Not until he started crying right in front of my eyes. I didn't know what to do. Any part of me that was hurt or angry, disappeared right away.
It was also adorable, though. My brain went into "Awh, babeee..." mode. I hugged him and looked at Sarah for help. I told her to tickle him or something, but she just sat there. She was just as shocked as I was at what was happening.
And in a weird way, after seeing him cry, it hit me. It made me realize how much he really loves me. I mean, it's not like I never believed him before... I did! But this, like proved it to me 100%. I don't understand why. But something in my heart clicked and I KNEW that he REALLY did love me as much as he said. I felt horrible and amazing at the same time. He was in TEARS.... BUT... He really loves me...
He kept hiding himself into my shoulder and hugging me so tightly. It was adorable. I love how close him and I are getting... Even with all the bullshit life throws at us... All the complications, all the fights/arguments... And everything else. We're really becoming close. <3

I love him. I really, really love him. <3