Best. Day. With. My. Friends!

Okay, last night was shitty. After coming home from Sarah's, I got depressed. I cut myself a lot last night.

So this morning I was in a shitty mood too. I was pissed at the world.
And things with my boyfriend were awkward today... Something in our relationship was off today. I don't know what it was, but I was being really hostile and bitchy towards him today... Something told me I had a reason to be, but I know I didn't. I was just bitchy today.

Brennan pissed me off BAD second period, so that made it worse. Then Brogin came along. GOD I fucking LOVE that kid. He ALWAYS cheers me up. I don't know how he does it. But he does. He grabbed my hand and we walked around the school before 3rd period again.
I go into class, emotional as fuck, thinking about way too many things at once. Then Codie was sad, so shit was just NOT good.
For some reason, my anxiety EXPLODED on me today when Tessa like shook me trying to make me smile. I instantly started like hyperventilating. Right after that, Brogin forgot about my cuts on my wrist and grabbed me so I started crying because it hurt really bad.
THEN my emotions took over and I was BAWLING while talking with Codie about everything, trying to settle my thoughts and shit. Plus, Brogin gave me his ipod so I could calm down. <3

BUT AFTER THAT. I went to Cuppa Yo with Codie, Sarah and our YoungLife leaders Mark and Robin. It was fun. We joked around and filled Robin in on recent events with people in our lives.

We came back to school and my Depression was decently gone, so Brogin, Ken and I joked around in Jewelry. AND SURPRISINGLY, I started AND finished my first wire wax project today. It took like 5 minutes to make the Celtic Trinity knot pendant.

So, Brogin and I walked to Geometry together. We have 4 out of 5 classes with each other. He's not in my first period, choir. But he will be next year! :D

I even had a good time in Geometry. I was between Brogin and Bert. I stopped sitting by Taylor because he started to piss me off. Sooo I sat between my friends and goofed off and laughed.(: It was good. Even with Brennan and Scott being ASSHOLES next to us...

After school, I saw Jake Heath. I showed him my wrist because he was one of the main 3 people telling me to stop. The other 2 being Sarah and Ryan.
He hugged me and said he couldn't really talk (fucking SHOCKER... Ugh.)
And so I got on the bus, came home, re-teased my hair and walked to Blazing Saddles to start the parade with my friends.
I joined in and we had an awesome time walking.(:
We went to Dutch afterwards and got free energy drinks and coffee.
From there, we watched our friends' band perform in 2 different places and had a good time.

We all just hung out.
Oh, and Ken and Ashlee were hitting on me a lot. That was fun haha.
Gotta love being molested by your lesbian friends in front of everyone. It's awesome. XD
Oh well. I love them.
We had an awesome time.

It was a fucking GREAT day.