Yeah.. We went shopping in Bend, and because the car was unlocked, my iPod got stolen.
It had a shit ton of music on it and I took it with me EVERYWHERE I went.
And now it's gone. And I feel SO out of place. It makes me feel kinda sick to my stomach. I get stressed out WAY easier now, and all my emotions are unbalanced again.
When I don't have music with me, I get bipolar. Like, heavily.
And it's making me worry.. Because my mom won't buy me one. She doesn't have the money too.
But all my emotions are being set off so easily now. I have a really short fuse because I don't have music with me at all times to keep me sane.
Fuck. What do I do?
I feel like breaking down and crying ALL THE TIME.
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