Everyone else is flaking.
EVERYONE.
Sarah's got WAY too much on her plate, so I don't want to talk to her about anything... Literally.. Just about ANYTHING. Even when we talk about the random bullshit, it seems she could be doing something more productive than wasting time around me.
Mackenzie and I are good, but same thing as Sarah.. She's got enough going on.
Ashlee and Loginn aren't exactly some of my "true" friends... We can hang out and stuff... But they tend to irritate me.
Hailey and Tessa I'm not incredibly great friends with.
I'm too scared to talk to Evan anymore... He'd probably just blow me off or not listen... or care.. I don't know.
Jake is almost ALWAYS too busy, though I am going to talk to him later today.
Ryan... Well... It seems he's stopped caring all together.... I know he's gonna read this later and we're gonna talk about it, but he left school 2(?) weeks before us. And ever since, he's been talking to me less.. He's had troubles really LISTENING to me when I talk. He gets angry really fast. He's defensive as shit. And he hasn't even TRIED to come see me at all except for when he happened to be at school to finish his guitar... I don't know... He just doesn't really put in any effort anymore...
Babe... I love you. But lately it seems like you don't love me anymore... Even Brogin has noticed and agrees that you've been weird recently...
Brittany is still here, so that's good. I still have her.
Steven is still here.
And I've gained Bert. Me and her have become closer.
But it's mainly just Brogin and Ken. We hang out almost DAILY and I trust them both with my life.
Oh, and on another note.. I'm a week late on my period... Brogin googled it, though. And sometimes it's natural to go up to a month late due to stress. And BOY have I been stressed recently.. So I'm like 95% sure that's all it is.
Well, summer officially starts tomorrow after school. <3
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