I Never Got That "Holy Shit, It's Summer" Feeling.

BUT DUDE.
This summer has been AMAZING so far.
Yeah.. it's been kinda chaotic too. With how much Ryan and I were fighting.
We almost broke up. Twice.
And to be blunt, he was being a complete and utter jackass for about a month.
BUT. Through all that shit I was put through, and how badly I thought we were over... we made it through.
We're back to normal, in fact. As if it never happened.
Minus a few moments every now and then when it hits us again and we both realize what happened.
Eh. Whatever. We're a-okay.(:
Anyway.

WOW. Did summer surprise the hell out of me? YES.
Well first off, I spent just about every single day with Brogin and Ken. Literally, there were only 2 days when I didn't hang out with them.
And now that I think about it, I think I saw Ken after I was done cleaning the house... AND I saw them after I hung out with Sarah.. DAMN. So it HAS been every day!

My summer so far: (basically, anyway)

• We went to Bend Pride.
• Brogin got himself and incredible boyfriend who we all adore.
• We've been partying it up, enjoying summer. Those are good days.(:
• Sleeping under the stars.
• We made a fire and enjoyed some smores.(:
• Lots of Breathe Carolina, and just music in general.
• Otter pops make every day actually feel like summer.
• Movie nights with friends. And cuddling with Ken. (Ohmygod, am I rapping again! hahaha!)
• We went to Gay Pride in Portland, too! Ryan and I went together and met up with Brogin, Ken and Ashlee. It was AMAZING. I got upset because I couldn't see my brothers, but all in all, it was a damn good day.(:
• I cried a little in the car ride TO Portland... Because it was what I wanted. A road trip through nature. We took a scenic route and it was BEAUTIFUL.
• Ryan showed me the house he's gonna move into.
• I got to practice dance for a while, until I got a headache from dehydration. (I'm a forgetful person. :p)
• Today is Ryan's and my 5 month anniversary. <3

So.. Summer has been spectacular!! And I can't wait to continue it./

Oh, and on another note:
I haven't cut myself in 7 weeks. <3